Akiramayu

I remember the way it felt when you where on top of me It was like you controlled me Your forced yourself in So I gave up & let you win I remember the way you looked at me when I said NO It was like you wanted to show you were in control You pushed harder and I tried to say no again you covered my mouth so I gave up & let you win. I remember the sounds you made. It was like you enjoyed it too much to care. there were other people there I should of yelled for them But I was too ashamed; too afraid they wouldn't believe me Or say it was my fault I remember everything you did But don't worry your secrets safe I'm still a

Lost A feeling of disappointment and despair You might be physically, but not mentally there. Casting your negativity to whoever is near Erupting a mountain of obscenities, Truth and lies crash with the same identities Your worst fears become multiple realties. Your foundation starts to weaken You feel like you're body and mind has been beaten. Should you even ask to be forgiven? You toy with your mortality, Your words pierce your sanity It's inescapable, for it's your own etymology. You have allowed this intrusion Your mind began creating allusions, Through your eyes, your tears screamed confusion. No one around you can help.